so about yesterday. i overreacted... jeremy was tired and busy and drinking, so why did i throw a fit? because i just wanted to talk to him for more than 30 seconds. and i finally did... he called and calmed me down. he didnt realize how upset it made me. then this morning he called to tell me that he loved me and to have a good day... that made my day better. but i had hopes of seeing him all day, but i couldnt get in touch with him. finally i woke him up and he wanted to go back to sleep. i guess ill just have to wait until tomorrow. but itll be ok.. ill live.